身高增加10厘米，体重增加8千克。
获得了知识，却失去了激情。
英语和日语水平是最大的收获。
做了一堆没有实行的计划。
对日本的态度从敌视逐步转化到渴望了解。
每一天都在否定昨天的自己。
半途而废，不了了之的事情一堆。
对学校教的东西热情没超过50%过。
越来越多的了解黑暗，越来越多的向往光明。

I was nearly driven mad by the school life with rigid routine by summer 2014, but after that things started to turn better.

The atmosphere of my school is suffocating. However, due to the worsening of political situation, I will still consider escaping.